moving along...

.from my phone here.  maybe prayers are being answered.  too early to say as we donkt know the end result.  but....i get to move forward quicker....which is a huge relief.  dr. snyderks office in cincinnati called and moved my appt. to this thursday at 11a.  it was previously scheduled on july 5.  so....2 weeks sooner.  i ask all prayer warriors for dr. snyder to be the one to be able to restore my vision and give us the guidance and wisdom we need to make the right choices in getting this better.  he is supposedly the best dr. in the world for iris repair.  i pray that he can truly help us and fix this.  i cankt help but be scared that he might tell me i shouldnkt because it is too risky like the other dr.s that would be devestating news.  i donkt feel like i have the strength to pray through this and make the decisions...so please pray for me dear friends.  pray that the dr. will have the wisdom and confidence to fix this and without risks.  and that we will have peace about what we decide to do.  the days are getting harder and the symptoms seem to be getting worse.  the pain i am experiencing is about to make me bed ridden.  i feel like something has to be done.  it is probably worth risks because my quality of life is poor right now.  thank you and i will update as we know more.  my appt. is on the 20th at 11 and they said to expect to be there for 4 hours.

we made it

I wanted to update that we had a nice trip down and are having a wonderful time.  The beach is a piece of heaven on earth.  You can't be mad or grumpy.  It is too wonderful. Just what I need right now.  Maybe the vacation was at the perfect time.  Also I heard from Dr. Snyder that I could see him sooner.  Praise God!  So hopefully end of June I can move forward in beginning the process of getting this resolved. Since this has gotten over our heads we have been consulting with a personal injury lawyer and talked with them again today.   today was a day of thankfulness spending a day with those I love most and actually progessing forward in getting to the Dr. Who I think can help me.  I needed this progression today.  It was one of the first days in a long time that I felt prayers  are being answered with whispers of "it's going to get worked out.  You are going to be okay.  Things will be made right in it's time.  You are not being abandoned or forsaken."

 Adeline had her dance recital and she was so sweet.  I love her.  I cried.  Seeing her on the stage so beautiful and confident filled my broken heart with such joy.  I forgot all hardships at that moment.  I am so blessed despite this trial.  I am and will be such a stronger person because of this.